Sunday, July 09, 2006

30 going on 13

When am I going to grow up? This is the question I ask myself every day. I am 30 years old yet I continue to act like a teenager. Here is the back story to my saga........A nice guy asked for my number so I reluctantly gave it to him. He just called and I just sat here and didn't answer the phone. What is wrong with me? Why didn't I answer the phone and talk to him like an adult should? He is gainfully employeed and owns his own home, which is more than I can say for some the losers I have dated in the past. He has a genuine interest in me!! Am I so affraid of commitment that I can't even answer the phone? I think I would like to go on a date with this guy but I guess I will never know since I can't even answer the phone.

5 comments:

Kim said...

Apparently answering the phone is hard for you to do regardless of who is calling. Case in point.....Tuesday you told me you were coming over after the big parade to cheer up our mutual friend who was DOWN IN THE DUMPS.....I called to confirm...(ALL DAY) and.....yep, you guessed it...... you never answered.

Maybe you should seek counseling...

Amy said...

I know I didn't answer and I feel horrible. I have since tried to call our mutal friend. I didn't get your calls because during, after, and pretty much all day I was suffering from a migrain. I am truly sorry.

Kim said...

Yeah....whatever. (just kidding) Just spoke with our friend a little while ago and he had just spoke to you.... A little sad isn't it. I mean he is heartbroken....totally.

I wonder if she knows how much he loves her?

Amy said...

I couldn't get any straight answers out of him. I tried to ask how he was and if he planned on coming back and of course he tried to make a joke out of it. You can tell that it upsets him though. I was trying to say that it was his fault, which is totally not true. I hope he comes back. He needs his friends and family right now.

Kim said...

I agree....however....I could tell that if she said come back....He would in a heartbeat.

He told me yesterday that he realized what was going on. He said that apparently they were swingers and she hadn't told him.....so she was the only one swinging. It was as simple as that...